Denise, the writer

Immutable Mom

Denise, 2005

My daughter looks at me, then quickly away.

What she has seen is too alarming.

Beth and Denise

I am not who she thought I was.

Immutable Mom, the hush-er, jailer,

”No you can’t,” oppressor of youthful inclinations,

is fading from view.

What she is seeing in those sideways glances

 is a person not unlike herself:

A person who lived before she was born;

A person who has thoughts that are not about her;

A person who, (unimaginable) was once as young as she.

Her 25-year old vision is refocusing slowly.

She will soon see me as only the woman in front of her

 in the line of succession that began with Eve.

I was a daughter once, too.

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